gang ups

it's funny how weekends gang up on you. You finally figure out one fun thing to do and then TONS of available stuff filters down the pipe. Which is really a shame cuz last weekend and the weekend before i just sat around.

Possiblities for this weekend:

1) vic is coming over. play lots of video games. etc.
2) saudi boys make me dinner. YES! THANK YOU GOD!
3) sami and i get together ride horses. check out dude ranch see if i can get horse job.
4) leanna and i want to practice with needles.
5) madeleine wants to go hiking
6) big party happening. probably won't go.
7) i *should* go to this place on sunday to say hi and congrats to charlie but i don't wanna!!!

so yeah that's what my life is going to consist of. Oh yeah and there is always trying to figure out this whole study abroad thing and where i'm gunna live next semester. I also have to gather info for a website i'm working on, i have to do some research for my honors speech! I also need to get my shit together for various midterm. Life bites. It gangs up on you, beats you, and then bites you. and it hurts. OUCH! Not to mention this whole thing with riya really stresses me out! Poor riya. who knew?? not me. I mean how do you deal with knowing your friend was pregnant then lost the baby like a few days ago. I can't even imagine bleeding out baby parts. And right after she finally got used to the idea of being pregnant. Bites. In the ass.

oh the upper hand. i woke this morning not tired. i thought that if there is a day i'm gunna die. it'll be today. cuz i never wake up not tired!!